love through time

"I don't like it."

that was what I said after reading the story "Long Walk to Forever", not that I didn't like the story or something, it just made me feel bitter, made this forgotten (forced!) feeling rise up again like it was never even lost.

stories like this one never fail to sting me and never fail to open up that wound in my heart, how first love broke your heart, how your first love never turned out to be the one walking you down that aisle. Life is like that, when we fall for the first time we think that this is the last, and so when it ends, we feel like ending our lives too. Catherine and Newt was a better example, they taught us that true love prevails even when there is confusion. You always have to risk in order to succeed, you have to try in order to be content, cause if you don't, how will you know? There are no second chances in life, and you have to grab every opportunity while there is.

Love left unsaid is like fire burning, it may subside and it may extinguish, but once it gets enough space and air, it burns through out.... I just didn't like this kind of ending, why does it always have to be in the end when they realized that they love each other, love that's enough to forget another. It was unfair for Henry, but if I were in Catherine's case, I would do the same. I will marry the guy I know I will be happy with.